AutoSalon 2007

The past week had been an exciting 1...I finally got to join the AutoSalon together with SkylinesAustraliaWesternAus (SAUWA). Took the whole week washing and polishing and waxing the car trying to make it look as shiny as possible. It all looked good until the day I had to put my car in for the AutoSalon. Drove it in the morning and there was shower over some part of perth ( places that I drove to )... thought it was alright and I could clean it before the show..but without the proper cloth I basically fucked up and it looked worse than before...finally gave up and just lock the car up and left...Got to meet a few new friends from SAUWA and enjoyed the show very much ( except that I didn't get to take pics with bikini girls becoz I forgot to bring my camera both days!! :( )...I'm now left with mixed feelings..both happy and sad at the same time -.-

Blue..

I've been thinking a lot lately..its like a dream and having a nightmare at the same time..there has been a lot of problems that I just couldn't get off my chest because well, I just couldn't. It's not because there is no one there to listen to me, but it just doesn't seem to matter anymore because whatever I say or do, I can't seem to change anything. Everything's gonna go back to square one and all my efforts just seem to be wasted. I just wanna be happy but I guess it's just not gonna happen anytime soon or maybe it will never happen again..I feel so lost and lonely..whichever direction i turn to would put me back to where I started.. I just hope that u would talk to me and tell me what to do because u mean the world to me....