I am here today because it's my birthday and I feel like blogging...I'm 18 ! That means I don't have to use fake id to go clubbing ( In perth, I've always been using Jimmy's ) and in Kuching, I won't be afraid to be sent into the sapu-van or whatever they call it...I'm legal to walk into an adult shop without being afraid of being identified as an underage ( not that I do.. :D ) and I'm legal to be in the casino..there's just lots and lots of stuff an 18 year old can do that under 18's aren't allowed to..

Just before I turned 18, I was talking to my friend Eugene and our conversation was about turning 18....we both agreed that turning 18 is a good thing ( because u can do whatever u want ) but in some sense isn't fun at all...Gone are the days where u have to buy ciggarates hoping that they wouldn't check ur id ( it doesn't happen in Kuching I guess.. ) , trying to get into a club using fake id ( Eugene always used the backdoor..he said that there was once a bouncer spotted him using the backdoor and chased after him where he had to run into the crowds and started dancing like mad..in the end, the bouncer lost sight of him )...after being 18, the feeling of excitement for doing such things are gone..u can just walk into anywhere like u own the place...

And being 18 now, I decided to do what an 18 year old can do..its the casino! hehe..Never dared to try and sneak into Burswood before because I don't wanna risk getting caught by the bouncer..I don't wanna look like a fool in front of so many people =x

Looking back at the past 18 years on my life, I feel like I haven't done much things at all...The days when i play with Legos, Playstation and shits just seem like yesterday...It's like a dream that when u wake up u just find urself to be so old.. ( having to wake up using alarm clock instead of my mum waking me up, go to school by myself instead of my mum driving me to school, go out to buy food instead of waiting on the dinner table....etc )..it's like having to do everything by urself right now and got no one to turn to when u need help...it's tough but im coping with it i guess...















Life is hard..it doesn't always go the way that we wanted it to be..but let all these obstacles be a lesson to us..that we learn from it and be a better person..a person that one day, would not look back and say.. " I regretted what I have done... " because time is precious..we could never turn back time and change things that had already happened.. so why not just forget about the past and look ahead ?..for history could never be erased..it will always stay in our mind until the day we die..I will always remember my past..but I would not let it fail my future..so that when I look back, I can tell myself that I had made the right choice..for I choose my own path of life and I never regretted what I had done because my mistakes made me realise things that I couldn't even be bothered with before...